dreaming of hide

I wonder why I dream of him. I first dreamed of him in 2007 near his death anniversary. I wasn't a fan of hide. I just knew his name, and that he was an ex-guitarist of X JAPAN. I then couldn't help but to do some research on him and I became interested in his music. It shocked me to know that I dreamed of him during such a time. I prayed every other night after I dreamed of him. I prayed for his soul. That he was happy in heaven. In 2008 near his death anniversary again, I dreamed of him. That was when Dir played at the hide memorial summit. When I was in Manila this year in May, a few days after his death anniversary I dreamed of him again. And just last night I also dreamed of him. He was my friend in that dream. And he had fallen off from a high place. I was crying in the dream. What does it mean?

*sigh*

I feel really bad about his death. I don't believe he committed suicide. I'm not an avid fan of his, I just admire him. He was a beautiful person. And I still wonder what it meant, me dreaming of him for the last three years.

How to get rid of prank callers

hehehe... Actually, last night I got a prank call from some kid. She was repeating everything I was saying over the phone. I got so annoyed that I hurriedly took my Nokia 6630 and went to the music player. Well, guess what song I played? AGITATED SCREAMS OF MAGGOTS -UNPLUGGED- by Dir en grey. hmhm... it was highly enjoyable, actually. LOL! I was just getting back at the prank caller. The kid never called again. :P My aunt gets prank calls often. I actually planned to do the same thing at her place but I didn't think it would have been a great idea, letting her and her family know I was into that type of music. People here wouldn't really think I was into music such as Dir en grey's. XD Anyway, I wouldn't like that type of music if it wasn't Dir en grey. The whole difference is that it's the five of them making the music. ^^ and I love the way they have expressed themselves with their music. The emotions running through. It's the best. haha!

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed reading my blog. :)

あけましておめでとう!

Hello Reader!

This isn't my first time doing a blog. I deleted my old one because I wanted to start all over again.

Well first, the introductions.

I am an Endless Dreamer. My life revolves around unrealistic goals and dreams. But I will still try my best to make everything I hope for into reality.

For 2 years now, I have been a fan of Dir en grey. Their music has inspired me in so many ways, I don't know how I've been able to live without it before I ran into them. It's this band that actually made me love music so much and support their works - no questions asked. From their inception in 1997 to the present, I love everything they've done. I've been through a lot, from buying their CDs (though still, so incomplete) even though they're not available here in my country, to listening to their music while I'm studying and even while getting to sleep. Yes, even their heavy sounds lull me to sleep! I haven't seen them in a live concert yet, but I hope I will someday after I graduate from college and leave for Japan.

This is it, for now. I shall write more when I feel the mood for it.

Thanks for reading, and comment if we share similarities. I'd also love to hear about you and meet new people! Again, like my title said: あけましておめでとう! (Happy New Year!)

Cheerio~ :)